What Abdul Jabbar Means
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

about myself. . .

I am a friendly and open-minded person who loves to help and be there for others. I was born and grew up in Brunei Darussalam. Right now, I am 17, live in Kg Tungku Gadong and attend the most amazing high school in history :) I am very deeply into music, especially R&b, Jazz, Blues, and some Ska or Punk Rock. Country Music is, in my opinion, the most horrible invention that this planet has ever had to endure, and if it’s anywhere near me, I can get in a VERY pissy mood.I am convinced that A*i*a* is one of the most beautiful, intelligent, and talented women on Earth. I am also a very passionate lyricist and I adore writing music. I’m currently working on an album, which I hope to record and perform in the near future.I have an insane amount of respect for people who are different and have the courage to make themselves stand out! WAY TO GO! :) mmm…I am also very interested in Mathematics, especially Algebra and Trigonometry :D Math nerd through and through…Well, that’s pretty much all. If you want to know anything else, contact me…”
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so shy. . .

i have been told by every person i have ever sung to (all family) that i have a great voice, and i believe that too. i don’t want to waste my talent because i’ve been too shy to go and sing in front of people! but i just hate the thought of having to sing in front of many people! i even find it hard to start singing if my mum or a family member asks me to sing.The first time I sang on stage was in 2007 in a contest (in which I won third prize), and the last time was in 2oo7. The feedback was great! :]Since March 2008, I am taking voice and composing lessons with two crazy, but very professional teachers, and I’m starting to love it more and more. Both singing and composing has become my passion, and since I have started to write my own stuff, I would love to perform again! But my voice isn’t all that bad, so I just want to prove that I can do it! . Of course, I’ll need to pluck up all my courage to do so!But I guess that sooner or later, there will be an opportunity. . .

I would like to stop trying to agree with/please everyone, while in the meantime making myself and those who mean the most to me absolutely miserable. I’d like to develop and culture my own personality, instead of trying to glean traits off of those who are around me, which I have done my entire life. I was usually a lot quieter about stuff, I guess.I’ve also noticed that I try to be too silly and light-hearted all the time, and never delve deeper into what is really going on. That’s probably why I never know exactly what’s wrong when I go into a depression, and I have a hard time feeling empathy towards people or even taking their feelings into account.