I would like to stop trying to agree with/please everyone, while in the meantime making myself and those who mean the most to me absolutely miserable. I’d like to develop and culture my own personality, instead of trying to glean traits off of those who are around me, which I have done my entire life. I was usually a lot quieter about stuff, I guess.I’ve also noticed that I try to be too silly and light-hearted all the time, and never delve deeper into what is really going on. That’s probably why I never know exactly what’s wrong when I go into a depression, and I have a hard time feeling empathy towards people or even taking their feelings into account.